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God i miss you so much…
I am disapointed in myself for fucking up my job at the hospital and being back dancing. I know you would tell me your better than this, your putting yourself through so much darkness.
God dammit hellip;
I fucking am barely hanging on..
I wish you would for once cared
enough to find and look at my tumblr.
Just to see that i am alright
but then again why would you?
I do not matter anymore
How could you
Do this..
🖤 classy isn’t just your it’s how you carry it out
I’ve lost that person..
Journals
Finally got my
Other side
And starting over journals
Back.
God damn.
The second one is nothing but pain and about me and Cody and so many pictures I can’t even look at it.
And pictures of mercy and I ..
Savage
….. fuck
Once again
Should have kept my mouth shut
Shit shit shit 2:15am
Fuck
Usually after I smoke
my mood immediately from dark or sad and I just smile.
What the fuck is happening
I feel even worse
But now I just don’t want to get up
Along with it..
I’m so fucking sad
I know it’s probably written
All over my face
But I am still going to deny
That Anything is wrong
I’m fine
Just tired